I wish
someone would just give me a hug, listen to my rant, and at the end tell me it’ll be ok, tomorrow is a new day….that’s all I fucking want.
Is that what you call a getaway, well tell me what you got away with
I’ve seen more spine in jellyfish, seen more guts in 11 year old kids
(Source: novellus)
My sister is pretty much that singer who thinks she’s SOOOO talented and amazing at singing so she sings REALLLY obnoxiously loud and “powerful”….and she’s horrible. That’s why I’m blogging about it, she’ll never see this and I can finally tell someone how awful she is. Sorry sis.
God Damn It
I hate not being able to live with my boyfriend, we’re having a baby together in just 5 short months, and he’s more concerned about his 17 yr old brother moving in with us. (His brother ALREADY has an apartment) My boyfriend tells me, on SUNDAY that he wants me to move in with him in his 2 bdrm duplex, and my daughter could have her own room. We make plans for me and Teagan to move in. Than MONDAY I hear from his SISTER IN LAW!!! “Hey before Gabe moves into that spare room let me know so we can clean it for him” ….he says “of course” than doesnt say anything to me. TUESDAY our conversatoin goes like this.
BF: “Gabe is moving in with me, it’ll take my rent down so we can save up for our baby.”
Me:”That’s good. But I thought I was going to move in.”
BF:” Well he has a job and you can keep living at your moms and we’ll do what we’re doing now.” (that means I stay the once maybe twice a week, I don’t care but we NEVER get alone time because even though gabe has his OWN place, he still spends almost 5 days at my bf’s house…so no alone time!)
Me: “Well what happens when our baby is born?”
BF: “We can just squeeze into my room”
Me: “..Ok”
BF: “Or me and my brother can just get our own apartment”
Me: “And I’ll just keep living at my moms?”
BF: “Yeah”
….yeah!!! So AFTER he’s been making plans with me for the past 2.5 months that we’re going to move in together, either get a 2 bdrm for me, my bf, my daughter and our new baby to fit in, OOOOOR a 3 bdrm for me, him, teagan, new baby, ANNND gabe to move into.
Now like I said I do not give a FLYING FUCK if his brother moves in, obviously that’s his family and he’s going to do what he thinks he has to do for him. Of course I don’t agree because we’re starting a family together and we should really be focusing on our little family. Anyways, I’m just extremely hurt by the fact that I’m being tossed out the window, yes that’s his brother but I’m having his fucking baby. I’m his family now, I would like to be treated like so.
After I tell him in a adult like manner how I feel he says “Babe, I was just joking of course you’re going to live with me” I’m sorry but I’m pregnant, and that’s not funny…now he’s not talking to me at all.
So my Insecurities and fears of relationships are eating me alive right now..fuck yeah.
